Imy was now coming on in leaps and bounds , her little personality shining through. Imy started school , at first it was hard going as she picked up every bug and germ going.. She would be a school for a few days then off with a chest infection for a week.. After time she built up a resilence adn caught less and less bugs and viruses.. She come on in leaps and bounds more then I could of ever expected. She leant how to turn lights off by putting her foot on a special button.. She adored the 3 different lights room where she would experience sensorys storys.. On fridays she would enjoy going into the hydrotherapy pool with her teacher sally.. Imy loved going to school and thrived from going school.She took part in lots of school plays the most memorable one is the christmas one where she played the part of an angel ironic now looking back....Imy loved school Infact she would sulk on school holidays as she didnt get to go.. I could now set the clock by Imy of a morning. She would wake shouting at me of a morning as if to ssay come on mommy get me up i want to go to school.. The people who transported Imy to and from school fell in love with her and adopted her as one of there grandchildren and would spoil her rotten. By 2007 Imy was attending school full time and rarely losing time for illness... She was going from strength to strength and such a strong character. Everyone at school loved her strong personality they called her little miss regal as at times could be quite snooty.. October 2007 we met with her consultant and this was the only time she didnt bring up our need for a plan incase the worse was to happen. I usually had to have this talk every winter as it affected Imy so bad.. This yeart it was decided to try Imy on long term antibotics to cover her for the winter months. Her consultant said it was my pure love and devotion to Imy that had got her this far. I didnt see it this way Imy was my little girl and i was doin what every mother does for there child.. At this time we changed her emergency meds to a more appropirate one for her age.... By now it was coming up to her 7th birthday the one i had always been dreading..Trying to stay optimistic I myself started to think maybe I was wrong and Imy will make it into double figures. She seemed in pretty good health and doing really well...November come and went she was well,just having a few more fits but thats part of her condition... The last friday in november 2007 I had a nightmare Imy had passed away.. I tried to put it to the back of my mind, little did I Know that infact it was a warning it was to happen just 3 days later. That same friday Imy was different as school more bubbley then usual and she did some new things that everyone was impressed with and it earnt her several cerificates. I even received a call from school telling me how well she had done and they was having a special assembely the following week to give her the certificates... That weekend Imy was up and down with fits i thought she was brewing a chest infection... On the sunday night she was having quite a few fits and she couldnt rest , so emergency meds were given.. She settled down and finally dropped off to sleep , I checked on her every 15 minutes but by 5am i was so tired I needed some rest. Imy was asleep so i decided to get some sleep myself.. At 5.45am i woke with a start felt like someone was sitting on my chest i knew immediately she had gone. Seemed she waited for me to go to sleep cos she knew i would fight to make her stay.. I now beleive this was imys wishes and planned it all this way.. The last day at school she was saying goodbye to everyone... I did my best to revive her but knew deep down she had flew....My worst dreams had now come true my little angel had grew her wings and flew away.... Just 2 days before her seventh birthday I just couldnt get my head around it at first.The next week went by in a haze planning a funeral attending it burying her.. So much I dont remember about that week and it like i was on the outside looking in so sereal... Theres not a day that goes by that i dont think of my baby girl. somedays it feels like someones ripped my heart out and stamped on it .... You never get over the loss of losing a child.. But i now know Imy was a gift from heaven sent here to teach me how to be me and have the strength to fight.. Ive done alot of fighting over these last 9 years... Ive now found reiki and its bought to me so many amazing things and amazing people my way... These people have shown me how to move on and how to love again.. I truely now know angels really do exsit. They help guide us in this world and i know Imy is by my side everyday and guides me.. She brings me many gifts and one so so special i can only thank her for bringing this happiness. Ive been so unhappy for these last few years but now i finally have something to look forward to and can see a future of being happy,contented and loved. Imy you was my angel on earth and now your my angel in heaven Etched in my heart forever and will never ever be forgotten.. Thank you for those few short years you gave me baby girl.Mommys little angel my guide and teacher, and thankyou for the wonderful gift you sent my way baby girl.. Its your way for saying thankyou back to me.. You will always be a big part of my life Imy once again thankyou for everything you did for me Imy . I am now a different stronger person and its all because of you... Love you always and till the end of time xxxxx